HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012...
So, another year has passed. So quick... a lot of things has happened in 2011 and now... i have to face another new year. New year, new resolution, new things would happen, i don't expect it would all be great, but whatsoever, this is life. Therefore, i also have a lot of wishes and also hopes. What 'bout you?
As for 2011, like i said, alot happened. Not all of them were great, there were a time when i was so down and despaired, but i am glad, after all, i am standing up again. It's not a great year for me, but i don't have to regret it too. I learn a lot from my many failures, even i lost a lot, i gain a lot too. I guess after all, this is what we call equalities, haha... :p Complicated year for me, many memories i can't let it just go in vain, i will keep it in my mind for the rest of my life, as a reminder, bittersweet memories that sometimes need to be open and been look back some other days. Still feel sad, still feel lost, still couldn't find the answer i am looking for. Still wandering, still have many uncertainties and know nothing of what waiting for me ahead. But like I said, after all this is life. But, for many many failures that i try not to regret again, i also happy that this year has already give me many good times. I am glad that i moved on. First, it feels like heaven when i decided to go back with my old hobby, writing. Through this year, i really write a lot and it pays me back greatly. Been chosen as one of the top twenty in writing competition (wooow... feel so happy, even though i didn't win it, it already drives me to write)... and finally... FINALLY... i was able to published my first romance novel >.< thanks alot to Gradien and also Pak Khun, hehe....... Oh yeah, for all of you who read this and haven't read my novel, please... do find it in bookstores, haha...... it called FOREVER MINE :) And then, finally also one of my short story being published in the antologies book with another great author. This time, have to thanks Kelas Cendol and our beloved head master :D
For other things, my career, my private life, i just hope it would go as smooth as now and even better in the coming year. So, talking about resolution, wishes, hopes, what would i expect for my coming year???
Okay, here it comes........
1. I hope to publish at least two novels in 2012 ;) even more would be AWESOME.. haha, but it would take a lot of hardwork and dedication
2. I real hope that i could start writing in English and finish a story this year. If it couldn't become a novel, then a novellet would be great too ^^ --- i am realistic, okay... i know my english language skill :p
3. I want to write and finish some stories. In it, i plan to write two special stories that has already bugged me through this year. I would love to see it written down. Will need alot of time and patience, and also hardwork to finish it, but i can't wait to see the package :)
4. My career, i hope it would be much greater in 2012, haha... more income, more new experience, more fun, more network and alot of more more things... geez, don't you think i am too greedy? :p
5. I wish that my new travel agent would be able to develop as fast as F1... LOL.. what's kind of comparation is it? Haha.. after all.. this is another new project i am working on, i do hope it would take me as far as it could. Yes, would be a lot of hardwork, but hey... i am ready. If it's not now, then when?
6. Then, God... i really would like to take a music lesson >.< haha.... seriously yes. And maybe dance class :D i think bout it so so seriously. Will find some good places to learn them :D
7. Would want to do some leisure activities during some times this new year, hopefully could do some great travelling. You know what... i would really like to visit Turkey :D
8. As for my private life, i hope it would be great too. Hopefully God would still bless me with what i have right now. Career, prosperity, my love life, health, and still a lot a woman dream of, i want to have it all and perfect, wkwkwkwk.... :p Wake up dreaming, girl :D haha.. but it a wish, right? Someone ever told me to believe in miracles, funny... that one that has broke my faith, but i decided to believe it this time. Not hurt to try to believe it, right?
9. Then, very important, i wish that my family would all stick together, live happily and prosperous. :D Esp, my grandma, i wish to be able to treat her better than before. And wish to see her in perfect health and happiness. As the rest of my family, i wish to see them success and happy with every thing they do :D
10. Last but not least... hmm.. maybe even more wishes and resolution would come later. LOL. I real hope that i would become a better person and this new year, i hope to be able to help people. To lessen their burden, to crave their smile, to be more better than just some ignorant girl. Start with people closer to me, i hope many would have the same resolution as me. Together, let's create this world a better stay to place, a peaceful place we could call home :)
Hahaha........ reading it again, OMG... so many things i asked from myself. But i have a great confidence for my coming year... I don't mind with alot of hardworks, but i real expect for its great results too :) Feel sad to say goodbye to 2011, but once again, i have to move on. I won't forget every smile, every tear, every laugh and every pain i got from this year, but heading for tomorrow is what i want to think about now. Let's just keep those past memories as only a past, you could use it as a tool of learning, as a motivation, as a driver to make your life better, but never.. NEVER let it come to your way and hold your step. Don't let your past haunt you and dreaming of a better tomorrow. Yes, dreaming... everything always start from dreaming. Then it would depend on you to make it come true. It's all bout will, it's all bout you want it or not. It's all about depend on you, after all.
Okay, guess i have say alot. Can't write even more and spend even more time in here. I have alot to do, guys. So, gotta start now. You too.... :) Then the answer i am searching for, i hope it would come along with it. Answer of life :D i would find it somehow then :D
Lots of love,
Cherry
